FML.

Back to stressing about college. SHOCKER. Thus far I dont like the U, but at the same time I havent given it a huge chance either.. But everytime I go to St George I find myself thinking that I made a mistake by not moving down there. I did some research today on the drive home from St G and Dixie has the major that I want, and it would only be about $500 more than the U per semester, and that's if I live on campus. If I move in with my aunt and cousins it will be cheaper. But I just dont know. I dont know if I'll be happy there for three years either. I CANT MAKE UP MY GODDAMN MIND. Someone juts slap me. But I'm trying to relax myself right now.. I mean I have like 5 months to decide. I'll finish out the year at the U, and then hopefully I'll then what the right decision is..

But on a lighter note, I found this list and thought Id blog about it. :)
1. Favorite TV show?


2. Song I can't stop listening to is... As usual, anything by;

3. Red or nude lips? I wish I could wear red, but I'd probably be caught with nude lips.

4. Facebook or Twitter?

5. Gold or silver?


6. Favorite fashion designer? Welp, this is pretty much my entire wardrobe..

7. Any recent travels? Read my first paragraph..


8. Makeup you can't live without? Translucent powder is the only thing I wear!


9. Favorite childhood TV show?


10. Straight, curly or wavy hair?

11. Nickname? SMILEY

12. Heels or flats? I wish I could wear heels more often.. But I'm always in flats.

Inspiration.

SO...

First day of..

FALL.
Today is the first day of fall! Which also means that it is the fall equinox, so night and day will each be 12 hours. Fall is one of my favorite seasons. I love the crunchy leaves, the warm fuzzy clothes, and the holidays. So this blog was absolutely pointless, but I was 40 minutes early to class.. So I needed something to do.

Ok, so..

I havent blogged in a little minute, so I might as well catch you up on my life.

OHMYHECK, my life has been crazy. After graduation I was set on going to Dixie, but the more I tried to contact my aunt about living with her the more stressed I got. So then I decided that I would go to the U, it's close to home, and I'd have the help of my parents. So I went to U orientation and just freeeeaked out. It was just too much to handle, I was way too stressed. I started debating between Dixie and SLCC again, and enrolled at SLCC. I signed up for all my classes, got my books, I was all ready for school. I went to the first day of school there and hated it. I dont know why, but I did. So I came home that night and checked to see if I was still enrolled at the U.. I was. I quickly signed up for what ever classes they had open [they started school before SLCC] and went to the U the next day.
So now I am at the U.
After all of that, I still dont know how much I like college. All of my classes are big auditorium classes, and I havent made a single friend no matter how hard I try. It's kinda getting me down. I tried to rush a sorority but ended up dropping out at the last second. I think I might try again if they have spring rush though..
I still feel like I'm not where I'm supposed to be though.

I'm not sure where I'm headed right now, but I sure as hell am trying to figure it out.

Stumbleupon.

So last night I was "stumbling upon" things, and I came across a website with 80 different topics that you can use to help you start writing. So I figure why not blog about a few of them.

Describe 5 things you want to see or do before it’s too late.

One; I want to go skydiving. Hopefully I will get to this year, in fact.
Two; Fall in love. Yeah, yeah, cheesy. I know. But I still want to.
Three; I want to live in New York, at some point in my life.
Four; I want to live my life to the fullest, and achieve everything that I set my mind and heart to.
Five; I want to do something good for the world, something that people will always remember me by. I just havent figured out what yet.